well, been delving into Robert Downey Jr fandom x3 hehe so much fun :) i keep feeling his presence in my dreams as of late, even though i might not necessarily see him. Haven't really been remembering much of my dreams at all as of late though.  I remember bits though.

For instance, last night i had a dream.  i was running away from something, the presence felt more like a dark force, a "oh my god! aliens are invading the earth" kind of urgency to it.  But i was driving a car, and i say a rather large black cow with a tiny bit of white on the left side of his face.  He was at first on the side of the road, which happened to be beside a rather narrow rain drainage corridor thingie, perhaps as wide as an ally way, but it was deeper then the cow, who was perhaps 2x the size of a normal cow (he was huge!). It was also completely covered with a wire caged arc running along the length of this rain trench.  It was weathered though, but no one bothered repairing it because the whole trench was in the middle of a grassy field perhaps somewhere on the eastern coast.  I remember seeing a large hill covered with a dark leafed tree.  It was also very misty, but it was a warm mist, perhaps a 70-75 degree mist.  I was dressed in a black button up shirt that i have, whose sleeves go up only to my forearms. I had on dark pants too, perhaps they were black too, but i had a white tank top on underneath, as the top few buttons were unbuttoned.

Anyway, as i drove by, i saw the cow go into the rain trench through a opening in the fence.  At first i thought to leave it there, but the more i thought about how it might get stuck in there and die, the more guilty i felt, so i stopped and hopped on down to try and wrangle the cow out.  I remember that i tried herding it down the rain trench a bit more, and it followed me, although cautiously.  Then when i saw there was no brake in the fence in sight, i managed to turn the cow in the other direction and lead it back to a few blocks of where i entered the trench.  There was a place in the fence where two separate parts of the fence weren't really connected together, and the cow slipped out through there.  But i stayed behind.  There was a bend in the trench that lead back further towards that large hill.  I felt a presence of a loved one back beyond this bend.  But i could feel him far away.  But i went after him, i knew that i had to go after him because some how i knew he was hurt ( i could feel that the presence was a male).

Then i woke up.  That's all i remember.  An interesting dream, but since it's now 3am, i will have to ponder on the symbolism of it later.  Happy dreams everyone!